or stating something i don't want people to read. ie ernie. and a few others.
screw the john idea. i don't know if i ever liked him in that way. i think i was covering up some sort of thing for ernie, because i didn't want to disappoint john or anything, and i know that ernie doesn't like me [john and brennan disagree. i don't believe them. i probably should though, because they were actually THERE during homecoming and everything else.]. i'm at loss. and i know if i go to memphis, something bad's gonna happen.
but i still wanna go. which brings me to my next rant... I HAVE FIVE DAYS LEFT TILL ERNIE GOES TO SOUTH CAROLINA AND I'M STILL NOT IN TENNESSEE!!! and i can't go when he gets back because i'm going to be in MA. and then on the ninth they all start school, because memphis schools are psycho. an- screw the ranting, i'm going out on my roof.
i accidentally posted that ^^ in my livejournal. thank you for delete.
Sometimes I wish my journal weren't public. I think I need to get myself a private journal that I can rand and whine in when I don't want anyone else to read what I'm saying. Cause I don't want to make anyone feel bad. Well, sometimes I do, but not really. Yeah, I think I'll consider getting myself one when we're out shopping...
Well...this community is now all set up and spiffed up and waiting for members. So...Sasha, Carla, Leland, Hannah, Liz, Bonnie...here's where you can rant and rave and make those whiny entries some of you adore so much! Anyway, I (Julia) will start off as the moderator and when it gets to be too much work, I'll let you all be moderators too. Indeed.